Thursday, December 28, 2006

Social Justice: Walks 'n Talks


I've come to a conclusion...I am spending far too much time in the company of Sam Harvey. This young rudugger (while older than me) has officially destroyed my enjoyment of scripture, and to a certain extent...life. Where I was once able to open my bible and read some nice passage that brought a tear to my eye, or gave me a warm Jesus moment, now instead all I see is issues relating to social justice.

How often do we talk about Social Justice? How often do we rant about a need for things to change? About how we are the generation to make it happen? The thing that seems to evade most conversation on this topic is the sacrifice required to make it happen.

In his musings on this notion of justic Richard Kauffman says that 'Injustice anywhere is a threat to Justice everywhere'. For me, this is a hugely convicting statement. I start to wonder if the $40 that leaves my account each month for a kid in Kenya is actually for his benefit or for mine. The injustice here is that I use this to feel okay about myself while I'm only doing what God requires of me as a Christian anyway. There is a healthy distance in my donation, I can feel like I'm making a stand for world poverty while not having to face any reality but the smiling child in the photo on my mantlepiece.

I'm definitely not leading the charge to stop payments to aid organisations. This money is without a doubt changing lives. It is the motive that worries me. I feel sometimes like we talk about Social Justice till we're blue in the face, but we're only addressing the product and not the problem. Like sexual sin, Masturbation and pornography aren't the problem - the problem starts with insecurities in my heart. If I only address the outcome I simply hide and don't allow God to bring about REAL change.

If, like Kauffman says, 'that injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere', then the injust heart at the core of us is surely the biggest hinderance to seeing justice brought about today. I cringe when I look at this verse in Isaiah 5:18-19 when God rebukes the leaders of Jerusalem.

"You are in for trouble! The lies you tell are like ropes by which you drag along sin and evil. And you say, "Let the holy God of Israel hurry up and do what he has promised, so we can see if for ourselves!"

This sounds a bit too much like me sometimes. I rant about a desire for 'the miraculous' or 'real change', but I haven't asked God to change the state of my heart. I lie in the way I walk and talk about these issues, in the hope of creating a smoke-screen over the apathy that's rife at the core of me.

I've heard it said that hope and frustration often go hand in hand. I think that's where this post is coming from. The small part of me that desires freedom and justice, and this other part of me that can't stand the fact I don't see it already. Back in Isaiah 5v16 it says that 'God shows who he is by bringing Justice.' In light of this verse, I am desperate to see God's people showing who he is in the same way.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

A simple rant to kick things off...


1.14am on Christmas morning and I'm hunched over my parents PC in the suburban paradise of Tawa. Meanwhile, they sit downstairs engrossed in a broadcast of last year's Christmas pageant from the Crystal Cathedral's 'Hour of Power'. Opinions on this broadcast are most welcome.

This year Christmas has arrived as something of a non-event. There is not tree in my flat, no presents, no dash to get a few prayers in before the end of the year to raise my quota for 2006, no friends for that matter. I've been all by my lonesome round the flat for the last few days. Today, in an act of desperation, I even watched Sandra Bullock and Bill Pullman star in the romantic comedy, 'While You Were Sleeping'.

However, while my opening paragraph suggests a very desperate and depressed emotional state, I must say God is doing some great stuff. Looking back over 2006 I can't believe how blessed I've been. Since becoming a Christian in 2000 (4th form), It has been on my heart to work in youth ministry. Amazingly at only 20 God has even found a way for me to be paid doing this! I'm seriously waiting for it all to fall apart. Fingers crossed it doesn't...

A particularly cool thing Jesus has been up to in my heart this year is growing a passion for a.) his people, and b.) his word. I've had a few amazing experiences this year where God has taken my mere opinion and shown me how his word backs it up. It's always exciting to find your discernment isn't as piss-poor as you thought it was. A passage I was particularly into recently comes from 1Corinthians 2.

This chapter essentially involves Paul telling the Corinthians how best to reach people with the gospel. Much of my experience with trying to reach people at Zeal this year has been feeling around in the dark hoping for Jesus to do something, so the title of this passage ('Telling about Christ and the Cross') screamed out to me from the page. As I read through the passage, hoping for some kind of check-list or golden-rule I came accross an amazing verse. In 1Cor2v3 Paul says (with reference to his first attempts to tell the Corinthians about Jesus), "At first, I was weak and trembling with fear".

I was blown away. Paul...The dude who gets his ass handed to him by God himself on the road to Damascus, The guy who starts church as we know it, The man who endured a bizarre number of lashing, shipwrecks and stonings - THIS DUDE!...was 'weak and trembling with fear' on account of having to simply share Jesus with some foreign dudes!

What an encouragment to me! I remember being at high-school and being too afraid to go to Zeal because I'd heard all the rumours about drugs, alcohol, and people having sex in the toilets (rough, i know). As irony would have it, this was to become my workplace for 2006. What can I say? I started 'weak and trembling with fear', but it's amazing how God has given me strength to share his love, mercy, and compassion with hundreds of young people during the course of this year.

There is so much more I could rant on from the chapter, but my eyelids are drifting into stand-by mode. To tell you the truth, I tremble with fear a little at the extremely intellectual company this blog falls among - please be gentle ;)

Scottie Reeve